Meditations Library

The Meditations library is a collection of topical discussions of some part of what we can do, come to know, or ask our God, as we go our journey of recovery toward purity. They are organized by series so that the themes commonly encountered during early, middle and later phases of learning and recovery can be accessed according to one's present progress. 

This is not the language of the healthy, but Christian faithful enduring the trials of recovery and tests of faith.   It is the words of those who have 'been there' and suffered what is talked about while realizing, through grace, how the Church understands her saving medicines for the sick - the Word and Blood of Christ.  You may notice how often addiction and sin are discussed in close association.

The meditations are meant to convey ultimately a continual sense of prayer, leading to new prayers each month. They offer knowledge and insight about what addiction is, the kind of wounds that are underneath compulsion, what are the sacraments of Jesus, how to pray, what to ask for, and more.

We believe these words are trustworthy because they have appeared through the mercy of prayer and a willingness to follow the 'curriculum' of the Spirit. The Spirit will take us all the way into the "atomic nucleus" of addiction and lust causes, for the purpose of setting us free, if we let Him.  The voyage does not happen over a weekend, but becomes a life adventure that is the fulfillment of our deepest desires. 

The reading is at times intense and for those who can receive it.  One meditation is enough to absorb per month.  The meeting's monthly schedule itself has been recognized as sufficient.

They are all offered here under a use arrangement called prayerware.  The "cost" of reading each meditation is just one Hail Mary. The intention is for the blessed reader, to receive deepening desire for freedom and transformation, and to help secure blessing and protection for the Army of Heaven fellowship and success for all everywhere seeking purity and chastity, by enlisting the help of the one closest to Jesus on earth and in heaven, his completely sinless Mother, our eternal advocate of purity, the Blessed Virgin.   Thank you for prayers!

Anyone who has reached this page and read this far has already been prayed for, and is renewed in the daily prayers of the fellowship.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with you. Blessed are you among women and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.


Series One

Series Two

Series Three

Series Four

Series Five

Series Six

Series Seven